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Now I see what you mean.
7th October, was it?

Sorry I haven't been updating, haven't been there where I was needed, and haven't been in touch with you guys.
Excuses are not enough to weigh it out. ):
All I can say is that I am truly, sincerely sorry but I can't say that I'll be in touch more. Cause I'm yet to be busier in a few weeks.

Well, for now, I've absolutely nothing to update.
So, I'll just update with poetry.
Some of you might understand what they would mean, yang inda tahu, then I'm sorry, I can't tell.
But it'll be obvious, trust me.

But before that, let me tell you one thing.
MY HOLIDAYS JUST STARTED!
Let me tell - no, explain - to you why.
You see, my brother just finished his O levels and my mum kesiankan him.
She said, I should not go out until he finishes his exam cause while I'll be going out, he'll stay miserably at home. Kesian abang.
So I had no choice but to just stay at home, sharing his misery.

Oh, the fresh air!
How much I needed the intake.

So new holidays, new life, NEW SKIN!

"If you came that night, your dreams might have come true. The fireworks was beautiful," he said to me one night.

Yes, it's stuck my dear.
STUCK.
What misery you put me in.

The guilt!
I'm sorry. :'(

I needED you.
No thanks.
(:

What weird things to say to someone you live with.

"He'll go crazy."

What?
It's bugging me.
Bugging my mind, man.
And I can't get it out.

Why would he be?
Cause he hates me so much?
He's your friend, why wouldn't he?

Ooooh, I just hate History, don't ya know?
On the bright side, all of this would be over in 9 days.
Design and Technology would end at 4 o'clock.
Yeah.

Then, free at last.

But what's the point?
Can't be free, can't go out, no reunions.
I wonder what's my definition for fun during the hols.
No more going to KK without parents.
Too much functions.

Sleepover maybe.
Or even more netball.
But I've got problems, so netball might be out of the list.
But I want more, and even more netball!
This is stressful.
I think I deserve it.

What?
Want my brain to explode?
Like not literally.
Just the neurons damaged.
Wooooa.
Say it.

I find my kittens cute.
They have this little fat stomach and they can't climb the stairs.
They follow my feet and run clumsily.
The often fall into the drains or down one level.
I just find them cute.
:DD

Ummmmm.
That particular scene is still on my mind though.
I can't erase it.
I just...
I don't know.
I don't know if I feel absolutely anything towards you.
Maybe just like, but it feels so much more.
Otherwise, I wouldn't be this much jealous, right?
No.
I'm not jealous.
If I'm jealous, then I'll be swearing.
Yeah.
But I'm not.

So perhaps nothing.
Nada.
Just zero.

But I thought... ):

You are keeping me ridiculously confused.

Guess what?
I hate it.
And it frustrates me.

But I guess that is the best I can get.
Not more, maybe less.
But not the stage where I wanted it to be.

Gosh, I just miss you and you know it.

Okay.

So there's this thing that is bothering me so much.

I can't tell though.
But its making me so upset.

:(

Bah, okay. Hello.

I've got a lot of things on my mind that are keeping me down.
But I can't tell you.

SO YEAH.

Bye. :D

Guess what?
I just realized that 2006 had been my best year so far.

A lot of things happened, both in St. George's School and back in Ugama.

I officially announce that it will be my favourite year.

I won't forget this.
:')

Haha.
Cewah.
Macam banar.

But seriously.
I love that year.

Just telling you this. :)

I miss you.
Does that sound appropriate for me to say?
You've lived through my childhood, and you keep disappearing and reappearing again and again.

And now, here you are again.
I've miscalled you, but it went dead.
Don't know why, but I keep hanging and letting go and hanging over and over again.
Circles, is that how I am living my life?
I guess I never did moved on.

:')

Bah, okay.

On hiatus.

I'm finishing off my D&T.
Redrawing, reprinting, and so on so on.
And I just finished my final design.
I have to make the product lagi.
I just started today. :(
It's less than two months away to due date!

So therefore, I am being responsible, and I won't go online.
For a while.
Maybe after PMB.
Or hampir PMB.
No, I'm not joking.

I had my wake-up call.
I hope you too.

And I won't repeat that again.
FIRST TIME it happened to me.
It makes me so sad.

So dramatic, yeah this.
But seriously.
I was moody a day after I was told.

*Gasp.

Just breathing.

;D



HEHEHEHEHE.

Remember, my blog will not be active.
YAAAAHHH, it is true.

BYE!

I'm telling you, the more I search for it, the more I am obsessed for it.
This is cause of my past obsession for you.

:(

Well, at least mock is over.
I don't have to study anymore, at the very least.
:)

On second thought, nevermind.
:D

Eh, guess what?
I'm so excited!

But I can't say it yet.
Cause takut kena cancel or something.
You know me.
When I say it, it wouldn't happen.
Haha.

Uh-uh.

Weeeeeeeelll, I have revised IRK, Science, and -going to- History.
No, kidding.
Just did notes, not actually memorizing them.
But, um, yeah.

Haha.




Umm, I can't feel anything.
I feel sad? No. Happy? No. Lethargic? No. Exuberant? No. :/ Emotionall? Nooo.
I guess I've moved on?
Haha.
No lah.
I did sooooo long ago.




Yeah.
Umm, well, this would be awkward.
Eh, stupid.
Why should it be?
It's not like I still do.
-.-'

By the way, I have another confession.
I think I'm in love....

WITH BOOKS!

Haha.
Yeah.
Cause I'm addicted to those stories where they story about high-flying careers, a fraud in the company, causing it to go bankrupt.
And most of all, I like to read about others' fairytale.
With happy endings.
It's fun.
Just cheers you up.


AND NO.
I'm not desperate for one myself.
So don't pity me.
-.-'
Cause you're getting it all wrong.
And I hate that.
Get it?

And plus, I have plans after PMB.
I wish it to be over soon, very soon.

Oh whatever-month-my-exam-is-in, please come faster.
O:)

Well, that was.. dramatic.
I can also be melodramatic as well.

Haha.
IN YOUR DREAMS.
I don't do dramas.
Just watch them happen and fall.

By the way, I manage to take care of my super small pendrive.
(Just cause I attach it to my clipboard, so I wouldn't lose it.)
:D

I think I'm going to change my blog skin now.
If there is something as simple as this.
Cause nowadays, they put too much colour.
I want simple.

Oh, whee?

Holiday was extended.

I should be ecstatic, but too bad cause I'm not.
Though I'm happy cause the risk of getting the disease is less.
Perhaps extend a little more if the number continues to increase.
Especially when it's doing so rapidly.

So, I've got this headache.
From eating too much maybe?
Is that even possible?
Yeah, perhaps.
Cause I had this headache immediately after eating.


OOOOOHHHHH.













































BAAAM!
Not.

Haha.

Bitch.








Enter.Enter.Enter.Enter.Enter.
Till you are at the center!

Am I?
NOOO.


Eh, I've got a new resolution.
Don't study so much!



I summarized a whole form one and half form two Science notes into 6 pages.
Do you have any idea how many pages form one notes' consist of?
OH MY GOD!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAi have no idea.
:DDD

But then, I must study.
Cause the qualifying is getting nearer.
I don't know exactly when though.

But then, what if we were to sit for the Qualifying exams immediately after school reopens?
*Gasps.

That's what I'm afraid of...






BY THE WAY.

BAAABUUUNNN!

Qai.
June the 8th.
Gemini.
Brunei.
My email: qaaai@live.com
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