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I needED you.
No thanks.
(:

What weird things to say to someone you live with.

"He'll go crazy."

What?
It's bugging me.
Bugging my mind, man.
And I can't get it out.

Why would he be?
Cause he hates me so much?
He's your friend, why wouldn't he?

Ooooh, I just hate History, don't ya know?
On the bright side, all of this would be over in 9 days.
Design and Technology would end at 4 o'clock.
Yeah.

Then, free at last.

But what's the point?
Can't be free, can't go out, no reunions.
I wonder what's my definition for fun during the hols.
No more going to KK without parents.
Too much functions.

Sleepover maybe.
Or even more netball.
But I've got problems, so netball might be out of the list.
But I want more, and even more netball!
This is stressful.
I think I deserve it.

What?
Want my brain to explode?
Like not literally.
Just the neurons damaged.
Wooooa.
Say it.

I find my kittens cute.
They have this little fat stomach and they can't climb the stairs.
They follow my feet and run clumsily.
The often fall into the drains or down one level.
I just find them cute.
:DD

Ummmmm.
That particular scene is still on my mind though.
I can't erase it.
I just...
I don't know.
I don't know if I feel absolutely anything towards you.
Maybe just like, but it feels so much more.
Otherwise, I wouldn't be this much jealous, right?
No.
I'm not jealous.
If I'm jealous, then I'll be swearing.
Yeah.
But I'm not.

So perhaps nothing.
Nada.
Just zero.

But I thought... ):

You are keeping me ridiculously confused.